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to focus on doing what I have to do correctly, with confidence in the directions that are given and responsibility.
The problem is very real and very mundane. Be sure that the very law of life gives you enough cooperation to meet any problem in life. More so the law of human life is such tremendous possibility.
39. As we transition into the New Year, I look back on 2007 as one of the most profound and blessed years of my life. I am humbled at the magnitude of the blessing bestowed upon me. When we spoke of trainership, I remember you said that the decision had no impact on spiritual progression. However, by assuming the trainership role, I think I strive for the goal more than I would have done for myself because I feel a sense of responsibility for helping others reach the destination. understand this logic is flawed because I should have the same inherent passion, but nevertheless, I am grateful to the Master and everyone on the path because without them, I would surely fail.
Your understanding is perfect. I wonder in the chain of devotees where does the first link start? Every one of us need the help and consideration of others in the path and united we move into the Homeland.
40. While I was going through' ganga jumni', your talk delivered on janamshtami some time back, I found the reference to the feeling of divine touch similar to the expression in Gita sloka (vi.28) 'sukhena brahma samsparsham atyantam sukham asnute' and I experience it again and again each time more vividly than before, more so during and immediately after the satsanghs. My heart swells with loving gratitude to your benign self and Rev. Master for having made all this possible to this being in this life itself. Only way of expressing this gratitude, I realize, is to serve Him better and better and in a way that would please Him the most.
Your conditions deserve thanks giving to the Master who is caring for us every moment of our life. What to talk of gratitude? Gratitude to the father and mother are not proper sentiments.
41. After Meditation: Many times I felt empty at heart and I remain in His thought. The effect remains for longer periods (when at home). During the day also, many times I observed emptiness at heart.