Page 35 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Individual Sittings
1. Individual sittings: Sometimes I feel that transmission is very intense. Sometimes I feel that cleaning is happening. Sometimes I go into absorption state. Occassionally I get thoughts on Master's messages. I feel calm after the sitting. Sometimes I get all worldly thoughts. Sometimes I don't feel anything and don't get any thoughts for few minutes.
Since the mind is in a state of Ekagravrtti that is thinking about the Master and related subjects and only rarely you get worldly thoughts you should be grateful for the blessings of the Master.
2. In one sitting 5 mins before meditation I had a feeling that it was over, and I could not get back to meditation after that.
If you feel the sitting is over before the time it matters little. You should continue to meditate as prescribed.
3. Individual Sittings: I felt oneness with Master, it was calm and silent. I felt silent throughout with mild thoughts. For one sitting I could not get into meditation at all. Couple of times I felt meditation ended early and could not get back into meditation after that.
You were with a trainer when you took individual sittings. We should meditate on the divine light in our heart and there is no point in saying that we could not get back into meditation. Before the trainer our approach is one of yielding and not expectation.
4. I have been regularly attending Individual sittings with my trainer. I feel the flow of Pranahuti in the sittings and satsanghs and felt a state of absorption with deep calm, blankness and silence which remains for most of the day. In the recent sitting I saw a bright Orange burning flame that lit the entire room.
Good. That is the beginning of the journey and is auspicious.
5. Sir, in one of the recent sitting I saw a bright blue burning flame that lit