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thought was there. They were just flowing by. (c) Nature of predominant thought: No Predominant thought was there. (d) Any other significant point/observation: None. (e) Content of thoughts during meditation: Do not recall the contents.
The main point to note in meditation is whether we are centred or not. Centred means how we are related to Master during this period. If you remember this point not only your meditation would improve but also you will have enough to report about your real condition.
15. Thoughts about improving my consciousness and owning up conditions bestowed are felt ; Thoughts about being firm in practice irrespective of external circumstances and situations
Kindly note willing is not wishing and if wishes were to be horses you can fly to heavens! Gird up your loins is what Master said: cleaning is too tough when cooperation is vocal.
16. Felt the white stream of light at heart was extending to the top of head.
Seeing Light as you describe in the heart and the head are alright but they bear no significance in this system. From light to gray is the path and that requires pruning down of ego considerably.
17. Absorbed for most of the time. Towards end remembrance of ‘Abhang’ of Saint Tukaram meaning ‘O God, please bless me with your constant remembrance’.
Though you have crossed already the centre of devotion, devotional themes and songs of others, cross consciousness because of attachment. In fact gross forms of worship give us most problems.
18. Absorbed with awareness of awareness of nothing. Dependancy on Master.
If there was just absorbedness in the awareness of nothing where comes this dependency? They are mutually exclusive. Kindly be candid in expressing the feelings.
19. During Individual sitting: A few thoughts on relieving myself from all