Page 42 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

34. Before and after your sittings I feel in a particular state, as if I was getting more attentive to inward, as if my outer senses were getting asleep, as if everything was slowing down."
When you move from the physical realm to the astral realm you experience the withdrawal of sensory as well as motor organs. You may certain times feel even numbness which only shows that the consciousness is now withdrawn inside and they are all good signs of progress in the path.
35. I felt some type of shift occur. In one of my Sittings, I saw a vast expanse, which I had glimpsed several times, but this occasion, I watched it for quite some time. I remember my eyes roving back and forth. Eventually, I got that sense that I passed through, but I don't remember how. Later in the month, while conducting Satsangh, I felt/heard "Om Tat Sat". At the time, I didn't know what it meant, nor did I know where the words were coming from. I felt a very strong connection with the Divine, almost as strong as when I was in India. I had a vision of a bird taking flight, surrendering and releasing from the body. There was a strong pulsation feeling.
Your experience shows that you are moving in the realms of the Brahmand and like a bird having a detached awareness of the world below. These are signs of your gaining liberation from the bonds of attachment of various kinds. These are definite indications of your moving out of Pind Desh.
36. Progressively, the effect of the environment was felt again, as an electric sensation in knot 1 first, then heaviness in the abdomen and a strong pressure in the head and in the back.
Our return to normal state takes different periods of time for different persons and you have felt in your way. This feeling of pressure expressed by you relates to the vibrations of the Central region from which I gave the transmission keeping close watch of your heart. I do hope you were not feeling inconvenient in the heart.
37. Here is what I noticed during the few days preceding the siting: my condition changed completely. It was enlightened and the weight of the environment was reduced.
This state is what we call Santushti and you should be grateful to Master for the blessing.