Page 43 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

38. Had thoughts of recent past and some years ago. Felt multiple jerks. I feel light and happy after meditation.
Jerks are common in our path and they are indications of good cleaning that is being done in various nadis or centres.
39. Felt expansion, very light and happy. In one sitting felt thunderstorms and raining. Felt presence of Divinity as if Earth is getting purified. Felt joy.
The Mother Earth is always pure; keep a reverential attitude towards Her.
40. One day felt relieving after sitting. Felt overwhelming and gratitude towards Rev. Master. Felt lowly. Felt painful to feel the pain and sufferings of people. Saw an image of a slithering animal coming out of the well.
Pain is a part of life while suffering need not be.
41. Felt lowly, attentive and alert and silence. Felt gratitude and reverence for Rev. Master and that it is a blessing to be on this path. Saw my reflection in water. Felt yearning to submit everything to Rev. Master and felt free. Felt expansion. Had a thought of being on an island, yet content with the thought of Master.
Atmananda has very many dimensions and it is good that you are having first hand experience of some of them.
42. Had thoughts of past connected with relatives, friends and places. During two sittings, had awareness most of the time with a feeling of continuous lightness. A feeling of silence and just waiting obediently. The last sitting my trainer mentioned that there was unusual disturbance due to the move.
Past is something similar to ashes; there is no point in remembering that.
43. Feel very light and empty after sitting. Had thoughts of recent past and some past. Sometimes feel a long silence. In one sitting felt some unknown fears, anxiety and restlessness. They seemed so real that it was difficult to be unmindful.