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others gives immense joy when it is done as a service to Master; this thought being maintained all through.
29. Individual Sitting: First saw a black coloured cloth like thing covering me and later being removed, later two more layers were removed. Thought was centered on the divine light.
Self centredness is the only feeling I get when I read your report. Neither the mention of the Master or your trainer is there and this is not conducive for progress.
30. Individual Sitting: First few minutes felt body swaying forward and backward, then saw a pink unopened lotus about three times, later saw myself at the feet of my guide “Sastanga Pranamam” posture with a feeling of surrender.
Imaginations are of no use. Try to let things go before you start talking about surrender.
31. At the end of transmission, I felt/saw a white, vibrating vertical current. It was one of the most profound experiences of my life. Thank you.
Your vision of the vertical vibrating white current I presume is internal. In such a case you should be grateful to Master for the blessing of purification. It is not as though the process of purification is over but it does indicate that what we call Nadi Shuddhi has happened. If that column is outside you we may take it as indication of the presence of the divine.
32. Is it advisable to meditate alone while receiving individual sittings?
It is always advisable to meditate alone while receiving individual sittings.
33. Thank you for your explanation “It is always advisable to meditate alone while receiving individual sittings.” I shall meditate in a separate room from now on. We wonder if it's for ANY meditation or for sitting only?
When we meditate individually it is preferable to be alone with Master. In group meditations ofcourse this will not be possible. In night 9 P.M. Prayer we can pray with others.