Page 54 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Master says he is happy with you and makes you feel so through so many positive feelings to think that you are not having confidence or worth is not proper. Develop more attachment to Master and these negative thoughts will disappear.
30. Satsangs and Sittings: Thoughts about the non-approval at home and remembrance of disturbed condition after an argument.
Tolerate and I know that is difficult; then pray.
31. There was an experience where there was a piece of melting butter in ghee, which slowly melted to become part of the ghee.
Such a melting is good but we should be able to burn out our phosphorous in the bones! Keep on moving and the things get revealed naturally.
32. Flow of transmission was felt steadily and intensely. A feeling of lightness developed in the heart and started to progressively increase. Strong awareness of the company of the Divine and immense joy was there. Feeling of unity with Divine. Last thought was feeling of concern for the well being of my trainer as his health was not ok some for past few days.
The concern for others is an initial movement in sadhana. From ego-centric to ethno¬centricity is the first development which later becomes geo-centric and so on.
33. On one occasion satsang felt very long.
When you are absorbed you feel less time and when heavy cleaning happens you will feel the clock time as elongated.