Page 79 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
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6. Attended to Point A meditation & bed time Prayer. I seek pardon for known & unknown mistakes committed. Then I pray to the Master to make me eligible to attain my Goal of having complete oneness with HIM.
Happy that you have the courage and may your aspiration find its fulfilment soon.
7. Though I sit without fail at the place of prayer before going to the bed, I need to get closer to the Master at this hour.
The hide and seek game with the Master is an old theme and ever fresh. Have patience; one day the Lord will surely be the closest. In fact he has never been far off from any of us on any day and at any time. That is the crux of meditation on the heart also.
8. Prayer before going to Bed: (Just before retiring) Sir, can it be in continuation of Point "A" mediation?
Yes and that would do good also.
9. Sir, Can I take my dinner after this prayer because after meals it becomes uneasy to sit as also some sluggishness sets in?
Yes. But before really retiring to bed please pray again for a few minutes atleast so that when you get up next morning you will be in the thought of the Master. Thus we try to convert the entire night to be a period of prayer.
10. I am regular in doing prayer, but I feel the submission is not deep enough. I am submitting my blemishes, but deep feeling of helplessness is not there. There were times I felt deep helplessness, but not always.
Despite all the claims we do not agree to have erred and this is a universal phenomenon. When you realise how gross you are inspite of the best cleaning and purification you do real helplessness develops. As they say “ abhimana Bhangamai..” we cry before him. Several lives of grossness do not go that easily. Humility and Abhudiyat are not easy spiritual virtues. Since you are in the right path instead of being in a hurry have faith in the Master and work. One difficulty you have is you do not get sufficient number of individual sittings. Let us think it over. Some solution will emerge.

























































































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