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Your mail which has no mention whatsoever of the Basant. That shows your orientation. It is very hard to control a bull. It is tougher when you deal with disciplined mind. The methods are the best ever given to humanity. You should practice in the way prescribed and learn. There is nothing that I can do about this. I wish you all the best in your endeavour to control yourself.
26. After Kailas Manasarovar Yatra, it took some time to bring my meditation practices to normal routine. During yatra, practices were disturbed as there was no fixed schedule. Although I remembered Master most of the time during KM Yatra, I felt that I missed my regular practices thereby hurting my condition. I humbly request you to forgive me for my pitfalls.
I never wanted to discourage you from sticking to odd religious and pseudo religious notions. You must have by now known the futility of such acts. I shall attend to you as desired but I think it will be necessary for you to cleanse yourself more before you can actually be attentive to the Pranahuti.
27. I have analysed critically regarding the inertia that developed in sadhana which I humbly put forward to your kind self. Due to the pre occupation with house construction activity, my daily schedule of prayer and also with regard to office activities, the set routine got disturbed thereby I became irregular with respect to some aspects of sadhana. My involvement in these activities has affected my focus on the sadhana which I realize now but I was helpless as I had to finish the task in hand. But for your kindness and blessings alone that we could pass through the activities without getting effected too much.
This is not a correct assessment. People have been constructing temples and ashrams including our Master and my humble self. Never I found necessity to miss any of the practices and that is because of the priorities I fixed for myself. Meditation, cleaning and prayer can never be missed by one who has fixed the goal and restless to reach that.
28. I beg your pardon, that during my short visit, I will not be able to visit Hyderabad.
Physical proximity has never been an index of intimacy.
29. Some blasting anger is still rising from time to time, but more rarely