Page 217 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Our path requires us to be attached and interested in the divine. The negative thought is that of sanyasins. Try to read and understand what is Vairagya in our system.
Undue Attachment
1. Wishing changes is not enough, we have to make determined efforts. Lapses are known to you and it is your determination that helps. What happens in the society also affects us and that is the job scenario now a days. There is need to develop the attitude of enough is enough or Samtrupti. That is the beginning of Viveka. Elderly persons naturally have problems and it is our duty to attend to them with detachment and leaving everything to the will of God. If you work with attachment it gives you mental agony. Remember the example Master has given about attending to sick person by two types of attendants. Do read the literature of the ISRC more than what you are doing.
Duty
1. Now I feel our system is so simple, yet so profound. Whenever I think of Pujya Babuji’s words, “ I pray for the making of such noble personalities to work for the enlightenment of the world and time alone shall bring the result to light” I am in awe and no words to express.
Where duty is there why should there be awe?
2. Morning Meditation, I have missed Sadhana atleast on 10 to 15% of the days. Experiences have varied a lot in the last 3 months. Some times I felt calmness and oneness with Master, some times it has been silent through out. After meditation I have experienced calmness and peace. Some times I did not feel anything. Thought patterns primarily have been career oriented and focused around success (personal satisfaction).
Calmness is something that I could understand. I am unable to understand what you mean by oneness with the Master-is it that you consider silence to be